Category Archives: Love

Donuts

Powdered sugar, cinnamon, and iced
Filled, sprinkled, all dunked with delight
Tired of cereal, eggs, toast and oatmeal
On Saturday morning it’s the standard appeal
Let’s get donuts, oh please, pretty please

Eaten when young and savoring each bite
The old knowing well the result of this vice
But lips to your hips, matters not at this age
Enjoyment in the now is sometimes okay
Let’s get donuts, oh please, pretty please

The power of choice all in my hands
Say yes and provide this simplest of joys
The agony of defeat if they hear, not today
Let’s get donuts, oh pretty please, Please
No regrets for this time when I give them their way

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All or Nothing

To have it all
When all cannot
Be defined in
Human terms of
Understanding

Naturally
We search for more
Here, there, elsewhere
Attempting to
Rediscover

The loveliness
That was first found
Simply having
Part of the whole
Still mystery

In not knowing
Not feeling each
And every
Bit of what could
Be possible

To be nothing
Easier said
Than to be done
Existence proves
You were something

Even if now
You have left me
Alone, quiet
Everywhere
You are something

You Have to Have the Sizzle

Grandma always tested the hotness, the readiness
Of the pan with a flick of water or a tiny dollop of
Pancake batter that sizzled and helped her decide
To turn the flame down a bit or up ever so slightly
When the world’s smallest pancake had done its job
She would ask if the world’s best girl wanted a golden
Appetizer with a job that had been second to none
Preparing the way for all the tender melt in your mouth
Morsels of delectability, butter and maple cascading
Down the side in scrumptious playfulness that made
The viewing as delicious as the enjoyment of the taste

I asked her in my twenties when home to be married
Why after all these years did she still test the heat of
A pan she knew full well was perfectly ready for creating
The pancakes she had made thousands of times while
So many of us in her kitchen watched, waited with her
She laughed, It’s all in the sizzle. If you lose the desire to
Make sure you have a pan that sizzles just right, then
No matter what you try to bring together over the heat
Will not be guaranteed a sturdy amber shell fit to properly
Hold the steamy tenderness that only comes from hearing
On even the ugliest of days, that lovely snap, crackle and pop

I Learned it from a Box of Books

I fell into a sea of brothers, often swimming
For dear life, secretly wishing for sisters, while
My friends with families overflowing in the feminine
Sharing clothes, make-up, bedroom discussions
Extolling the necessity of good hygiene, the hows
Mixed intimately with the whys leading to success
With boys, whose secrets I knew but didn’t understand
Girls counseled in giggles by their own safely through
Puberty’s passage while me with a borrowed set of books
My mother placed solemnly on the kitchen table for me
To read with their anatomically correct animations
Curiously provided me with the facts minus the fun
No depth for understanding intricacies and the power
In the possibility of love or preparation when advantages
Were given and taken and the shocking discovery made
That boys don’t love you after if they didn’t love you before
And not a book written gives comfort then; I have looked

Anxious in the Knowing

Speed, danger, roughhousing
Wrist, thumb, leg, foot, shoulder
The injury of the month club

Stair running, bed jumping
Skiing, zip-lining down across
Hills, tumbling through woods

Never ending careening
Hopping on wheels, by foot,
Flipping, skidding, jolting

For them thrills, excitement
Fears addressed, strength built
Sleep comes soundly, long, deep

Me pleading safety’s sake
Uphill downhill traversing
A path born of great resistance

Life held securely, safe, warm
Forty cushioned weeks, mine
Now each day a toss of dice

Find the balance, the acceptance
With them to be for them until
Time’s breath lashes frolic to stillness